I know I have been away awhile but I have been struggling with mental health issues.
You see in real life I am a very paranoid person I am always stressed . I am always thinking about what is going to happen next I am always worried about what is around the corner.
Even in relationships I am just always on guard because I have let people hurt me in the past.
This anxiety that I have been feeling this numbing feeling is just something that won’t go away it doesn’t matter how hard I push my how many times I sit and cry how many times. I try to tell my self I am okay
It just won’t leave so for the most part I have took my self off social media and I am becoming less attracted to people not because I don’t love them or I want to but because it’s just the way I am.
Nothing triggered it nothing has happened it just came on so yeah that’s why I have been less active in here and hopefully soon enough I become active again
wellbeing 